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i dropped out of film school twice

Favorite films

  • Paris, Texas
  • The Heartbreak Kid
  • Opening Night
  • Charulata

All
  • Sinners

  • Inland Empire

  • The Straight Story

    ★★★★½

  • Let the Right One In

    ★★★½

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The Straight Story

1999

★★★★½ Watched

the straight story occupies a unique & paradoxical position within lynch’s oeuvre, serving as both an outlier and a reinforcement of his thematic preoccupations. produced under the ostensibly incongruous aegis of disney, the film trades in lynch’s characteristic surrealism for a mode of restrained, humanist realism — yet it remains unmistakably his. the linear narrative serves as a vehicle for an inquiry into aging, memory & moral reconciliation, rendered with an aesthetic delicacy that belies its narrative simplicity. the oppressive sound & deliberate…

Shadows

1958

★★★½ Watched

pulses with an unfiltered energy, carving out its place as a cornerstone of independent cinema not through polish, but through its relentless immediacy. every frame hums with an off-the-cuff intensity — eyes dart, hands twitch, emotions flicker & flare without pretence. it’s cinema stripped down to instinct. a lean, freewheeling portrait of urban life steeped in smoky clubs, wandering conversations & unpredictable emotions, shadows drifts through questions of selfhood & perception. with jazz rhythms as its heartbeat and improvised dialogue as its skin,…

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Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life

2016

★★★ Watched

milo ventimiglia if you are reading this i am free to hangout friday night. please get back to me by friday when i am free

All of Us Strangers

2023

★★½ Watched

a film shrouded in grief, longing, desire, memory, anger; so tender, and yet all of us strangers is unforgivably tasteless and cruel. the parental relationship is far more touching than that of the lovers; when the former brings home that poignant, emotional climax, the latter undercuts it with the predictable, gay-trauma-porn, final reveal. there are some incredible performances here, namely andrew scott, but the weepy score, manipulative beats and tropes, dull romantic chemistry, combined with a corny, eye-rolling ending, ruins what could have been a genuine, empathetic film. i'm sad because i really wanted to love it but the resolution left me feeling cold.