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every film leaves a piece of itself in me.

Favorite films

  • Cinema Paradiso
  • Ordinary People
  • Diamonds of the Night
  • The Children's Hour

All
  • What Dreams May Come

    ★★★★

  • The Monkey

    ★½

  • Mona Lisa Smile

    ★★★★

  • The Children's Hour

    ★★★★★

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What Dreams May Come

1998

★★★★ Liked Watched

the way he loved her, even through death, broke me in the most beautiful way.

The Monkey

2025

★½ Watched

what the hell??

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The Children's Hour

1961

★★★★★ Liked Watched

I cried so hard because Martha’s confusion, her denial, her anger, her self-hate.. it’s all too familiar. So many queer people carry that same weight. That same pain. The way she looked at herself with disgust, like her own skin betrayed her, that doesn't come out of nowhere. It’s the world that teaches us to hate ourselves before we even understand who we are. 

And this film. This raw, unflinching film was made in the 1960s. That alone makes it powerful. Brave. It saw us long before the world dared to.

The Pianist

2002

★★★★★ Liked Watched

this masterpiece reminds us that hell is not a place below our feet, but a shadow that walks among us, woven into the world we call home.

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