Should make a film like this in bushwick

I was so sad when it ends, because in my memory, when I watched it almost 8 years ago, I felt it is about three hours long and has more scenes after the credit but I was totally wrong…. Almost like I killed myself through killing my fake memory….. such a sad film, it tells all the secrets about the sadness of making a film, as making a film means killing your memory and yourself…I don’t know what to say…