NO, NO, IT’S NO USE, JO. JO, WE GOTTA HAVE IT OUT. I HAVE LOVED YOU EVER SINCE I’VE KNOWN YOU, JO. I COULDN’T HELP IT. AND I TRIED TO SHOW YOU AND YOU WOULDN’T LET ME WHICH IS FINE BUT I MUST MAKE YOU HEAR NOW AND GIVE ME AN ANSWER. BECAUSE I CANNOT GO ON LIKE THIS ANY LONGER. I GAVE UP BILLIARDS. I GAVE UP EVERYTHING YOU DIDN’T LIKE. I’M HAPPY I DID. IT’S FINE. AND I WAITED. AND I NEVER COMPLAINED. BECAUSE I… you know, i figured you’d love me, jo.

“if you could see your whole life from start to finish, would you change things?”

i’ve been sitting here for a while now trying to process everything. i don’t even know what to feel about that ending… it’s heartbreakingly beautiful. the idea that she knew what was going to happen yet still chose to go through with it, THAT WOULD HONESTLY DRIVE ME INSANE.

but maybe that’s the point. that even if we knew how things would end, the moments in between are still worth it.

anyway, R.I.P. abbott : [

films like this set in concerts actually makes me think that it’s much better to just stay inside & watch concert films at home bcs what if things like this happen while i’m in an actual concert? (i just couldn’t afford a concert ticket) but hey, sure his daughter’s never gonna forget that day.