I think grief makes you ask lots of questions, all the whatifs and couldves. This turns into your own personal conspiracy where you weave it all into a fine web. This movie is the representation of that, conspiracies stacked upon each other, offering no resolution or a hint of truth. These questions weren't made to be answered anyway, they were made to simply occupy ones mind, to avoid dealing with the raw reality of death, indulging in fantasy. Emotions decoupled,…

figured out the secret to a successful gay movie, gotta be set in the 90s, the leads gotta have a black hair with a hard personality and another one is a blonde boy with a softer side. n also a tragedy is a MUST. so much my own private idaho vibes, which makes sense cos van sant was the executive producer. it also had a gregg araki vibe where ppl r just vibing n doing fuck all, just missing some…