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today i buried my first kitten, cristal. it's an immeasurable pain to think that someone who has been with me through so many stages since i was 11 yo will no longer be around to see the next stages to come. i'm 23 now. my heart is in pieces as well as my emotional state, i feel more appreciation for animals, for nature, for a pebble than for human beings themselves. this short film is so beautiful and made me cry a lot and also smile because i know how agnès was also a cat lady and her tribute to her cat zgougou is eternal, just like the memories. thank you, agnès.

do you notice the silence? everything is gone.

the memories of childhood while we're in the throes of inevitable old age, the memories of what we've lived are all that remain with us for a lifetime, brief moments, that become eternal. the present is also the past, the past was once the present, and the dreams that intertwine between these two distant but past realities, are part of everything that was lived, desired, perhaps not realized, but still so alive in the back of the mind. they are continuous images, of dreams, loves, childhood, regrets, sadness, loneliness. existing in itself is already lonely, but i realised that, as the years go by, this feeling perpetuates itself in such a haunting way, loneliness is a crescent that consumes our soul in parts, but however small these parts may be, they are ours, and we can feel when they are taken from us. wild strawberries is a melancholy work, bergman is sensitive when talking about ageing, about the changes that occur over the years, as we grow older and become more mature and old, wise, as i like to say. remembrance, as at the beginning of the text, is one of the main themes along with the part about ageing. time es, the years fly by and all we have left are memories, ing, or, trying to forget... but memories are as vivid as the images of dreams that we have projected over a lifetime in an attempt to realise them, and the ghosts of the past always come back to hammer us over the head in one way or another, so many questions ranging from: "Does God exist to what is the true meaning of life? " memories of a past that contrasts sharply with the reality of the present, the nostalgia of childhood and seeing your first love picking wild strawberries, the bitterness that has already been left behind, questions that are not answered, because there is only room for digressions and defining moments of your existence. bergman is existentialist to the core, victor sjöström magnificent in his farewell as dr isak, unforgettable.

Watched on Thursday May 22, 2025.

Watched on Wednesday May 21, 2025.

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Watched on Wednesday May 21, 2025.

Watched on Wednesday May 21, 2025.

- i met you too late, yet something inside me won't let me believe it.

– please, paul. let's, let's just this day.

- we will, marcia, one day to last us all the rest of our lives.

– it will, it will.

- i'll always love you.

– and i'll always.. you, and your song.

i'm crying like a baby. love is so beautiful, even if it's painful, it's destiny and not pure chance. i'll never forget that ending. True love really is Eternal.

Watched on Tuesday May 20, 2025.

Watched on Tuesday May 20, 2025.

Watched on Monday May 19, 2025.

Watched on Monday May 19, 2025.

clea rivers final girl moral

Watched on Monday May 19, 2025.

Watched on Monday May 19, 2025.

i was a big slut, but i'm not anymore. there will always be a part of me that is sloppy and dirty, but i like that, just like all the other parts of myself. i can forgive. can you say the same for yourself, fucker? can you forgive? are you capable of that? :')

it's so amazing how a film can make you happy and improve so many emotional aspects in a matter of two hours. i feel renewed. thank you. ♡

barbara stanwyck and gary cooper duo is one of many that i would do anything to have more of.

every day i'm more closer to become her.

Watched on Sunday May 18, 2025.

Watched on Sunday May 18, 2025.

Watched on Saturday May 17, 2025.

so who's next

Watched on Saturday May 17, 2025.

Watched on Friday May 16, 2025.

catherine deneuve is a goddess, but this film gave me a headache

you're breaking up with me because i'm too... blonde?

oh man i love reese whiterspoon and her iconic roles 🩷

Watched on Thursday May 15, 2025.

Watched on Thursday May 15, 2025.

Watched on Wednesday May 14, 2025.

Watched on Wednesday May 14, 2025.

Watched on Wednesday May 14, 2025.

Watched on Tuesday May 13, 2025.

Watched on Tuesday May 13, 2025.

this film smells like childhood, what a wonderful nostalgia to see it again.

Watched on Monday May 12, 2025.

Watched on Monday May 12, 2025.

garland's fetish for wars is equivalent to tarantino's fascination with feet

Watched on Sunday May 11, 2025.

Watched on Sunday May 11, 2025.

Watched on Sunday May 11, 2025.

Watched on Saturday May 10, 2025.

Watched on Saturday May 10, 2025.

Watched on Friday May 9, 2025.

joker who

Watched on Friday May 9, 2025.

Watched on Friday May 9, 2025.

Watched on Friday May 9, 2025.

Watched on Friday May 9, 2025.

Watched on Friday May 9, 2025.

• In the Mood for Love
• Before Sunrise
• Roman Holiday
• Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
• Hiroshima Mon Amour
• The Umbrellas of Cherbourg
• A Special Day
• Notorious
• La Notte
• Brokeback Mountain

...plus 30 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

film as dream, film as music. no art es our conscience in the way film does, and goes directly to our feelings, deep down into the dark rooms of our souls.

1. Persona
2. Before Sunrise
3. Cléo from 5 to 7
4. Singin' in the Rain
5. Stoker
6. Opening Night
7. Alice in the Cities
8. Raw
9. Nights of Cabiria
10. Bringing Up Baby

...plus 90 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

this is a list of "coming-of-age" type films but for those in their mid 20's something not knowing where their lives are going. feeling lost, no hope that things will change, feeling so so many things, afraid and also lost and so alone.. this is for you. and i hope things will change for you. 🌺

"sometimes the loneliness made me tremble. but there's pleasure in that too." – on the beach at night alone (2017)

• Ritual
• On the Beach at Night Alone
• The Double Life of Véronique
• Punch-Drunk Love
• Portrait of a Lady on Fire
• The Handmaiden
• La La Land
• Amélie
• Before Sunrise
• Vivre Sa Vie

...plus 199 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

• Singin' in the Rain
• Lost in Translation
• s Ha
• Chungking Express
• Blade Runner 2049
• The Truman Show
• Mirror
• Sing Street
• WALL·E
• Persona

...plus 50 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

1. Sherlock Jr.
2. Meshes of the Afternoon
3. The Circus
4. The Cameraman
5. Speedy
6. Ménilmontant
7. Metropolis
8. The Outlaw and His Wife
9. Lonesome
10. One Week

...plus 40 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

𖤥 ranked!

1. On the Beach at Night Alone
2. A Traveler's Needs
3. The Novelist's Film
4. Claire's Camera
5. The Woman Who Ran
6. Right Now, Wrong Then
7. By the Stream
8. Grass
9. Hotel by the River
10. The Day He Arrives

...plus 17 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

a space for my pain.

"they say time heals all wounds. but that's a lie, time is the wound"

here i list some films that i love and that talk about many of the feelings and emotions i experience on a daily basis as a person with borderline personality disorder, depression and other shit

• The Truman Show
• Three Colours: Blue
• Kiki's Delivery Service
• Persona
• It's Such a Beautiful Day
• Cléo from 5 to 7
• Nights of Cabiria
• The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
• Paper Moon
• Meshes of the Afternoon

...plus 30 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

— as if you were on fire within.
the moon lives in the lining of your skin..’’ 🩵

• Before Sunrise
• The Vanishing
• Possession
• Terrifier
• Inception
• Perfect Blue
• Rear Window
• Sucker Punch
• Marriage Story
• Blue Valentine

...plus 164 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

films that i usually watch when i'm in a bad day, and automatically comfort me ♡

• House
• Alice in Wonderland
• Shrek
• Chungking Express
• Last Night in Soho
• Matilda
• The Florida Project
• The Sound of Music
• The Young Girls of Rochefort
• Before Sunrise

...plus 30 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

those long nights..

• Fallen Angels
• s Ha
• Good Time
• Happy Together
• Millennium Mambo
• 2046
• After Hours
• Amélie
• Made in Hong Kong
• The Neon Demon

...plus 22 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

my favourites 🎀

• What a Way to Go!
• Don't Bother to Knock
• Summertime
• Gilda
• Psycho
• Singin' in the Rain
• Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
• The Apartment
• Charade
• Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?

...plus 52 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

hecceidade.

• Persona
• Fight Club
• The Lobster
• Possession
• The Face of Another
• Perfect Blue
• Mulholland Drive
• The Double Life of Véronique
• Black Swan
• Vertigo

...plus 1 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

"the truth is like the waiting jaws of a monster, a more menacing monster than i'll ever be. it yawns beneath your feet, and you can’t escape it, and as soon as you drop, it chews you to pieces." – camille deangelis

• Bones and All
• Love Lies Bleeding
• Trouble Every Day
• Ginger Snaps
• Twilight
• May
• Raw
• Fresh
• Midsommar
• Thirst

...plus 10 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

my favourites 🎀

• The Nun
• Nights of Cabiria
• The Shop Around the Corner
• It Happened One Night
• Bringing Up Baby
• The Red Shoes
• The Philadelphia Story
• Ménilmontant
• Sherlock Jr.
• Safety Last!

...plus 34 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.