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Watched on Saturday May 24, 2025.

fuck movie nights

Watched on Friday May 23, 2025.

moving painting

Watched on Thursday May 22, 2025.

i am not really sure, i don't when the mojo jojo started working for me--i was almost so sure that i hated this until i didn't. the after taste feels somewhat decent like having a dish i didn't care much as a child but seldom had it growing up--lost like a breeze. the taste hasn't changed, the only reason i care for it this time is because of the nostalgia it brings along. seeing the end to someone's life--a pretentious spiral of a life. i have no complaints. or, more so that i don't the ones i did. may i add, the art is nothing without the artist.

noooooo this was not it...

Watched on Saturday May 17, 2025.

Watched on Saturday May 17, 2025.

Watched on Saturday May 17, 2025.

don't cancel me.. i kinda didn't understand the film 😭need to rewatch

Watched on Saturday May 10, 2025.

Watched on Saturday May 10, 2025.

was already stoned and then did lots of jagerbomb and shots.. this was top! kinda felt bad cause i had a similar concept but then originality is a disgusting myth.

if this is it, then ngl i am a huge fan of porn.

me soon

volodya's haircut

Watched on Wednesday May 7, 2025.

Watched on Monday May 5, 2025.

sonder :(

the way your lilac bleeds
on my hemp sleeves,
i will never wash off the stains--
in fact, i will wear it to sleep;
covering myself in that tear-borne kiss.
a peck over my shoulder,
a peck laced with forlorn ink--
the hemp is now a shrine,
imprinted with the creases of your lips.
i am drunk off of your lilac love,
stumbling through the streets--
searching breweries for something less sweet
as i can't churn like this
for the fumes of what we lost is making me ill.
and, when the insanity wears off;
when i finally start thinking straight,
i'll see the foolish mistake that was being made--
the way i could've yearned less.
to grate my skin and trace the way into my ribs--
i will stitch the cloth,
make an embroidery of the dream that i couldn't live.
the dream to hold you so close within
that i'd forget the way your eyes looked
that night you were leaving.

my love, my south.
please, don't think of me--
i don't want you to go through all of this.

the still is 'Love You for 10,000 Years.'

no matter how many times people state otherwise, love is a chore. it is a chore, love is dying hearts on a ventilator. it's not real.. just something pointless that you distract yourself with until you end up making that film you always dreamt of. even that film gets lost amidst the idea of 'stability' that you end up seeking in your life.
kidding--i am just shit scared about the idea of being consumed by spirals of 9-5 jobs and bills the way i would turn into someone who wouldn't feel anything while reading Imamura's Picnic or something like that.

Watched on Thursday May 1, 2025.

Watched on Thursday May 1, 2025.

i have had to babysit kids way worse than this.

first date idea: let's end up crying together while trying to decipher what the emotions that you felt watching this film could be called.

Watched on Tuesday April 29, 2025.

lynchian

beautiful, trippy, eerie.. watched this high asf.

went on a date, she held my hands 5 mins into the film. good stuff.

the emotions that cinema can evoke is marvelous

my friend and i got high as fuck w some hitchhikers then went to a cozy film screening party with lots of booze and drugs. all this sounds too good to be true, there must be a downside to all this. right? they screened a porn film. it was fun though lesgoo. it's actually good lol.

on acid

Watched on Monday April 21, 2025.

i am going to go live with my grandma once i am back home.

Watched on Saturday April 19, 2025.

Watched on Friday April 18, 2025.

no maames!!! this is top.. HOLY FUCK.

Watched on Friday April 18, 2025.

my south korean friend liked it. she has a weird taste. but, she thinks babil khan is ugly. not ugly. but not like hot. now we will watch a taxi driver.

Watched on Friday April 18, 2025.

Watched on Friday April 18, 2025.

my irish friend had a bet to go on without alcohol for a week, this is exactly what happened to her.

-made an apple bong
-got baked with my friend
-called the pizza place with an accent
-watched this
-clapped an awesome dab
-fuck yes

Watched on Tuesday April 15, 2025.

Watched on Tuesday April 15, 2025.

Watched on Monday April 14, 2025.

Watched on Sunday April 13, 2025.

intense pot sesh w thomas and we ended up watching this zooted asf

Watched on Thursday April 10, 2025.

• Hiroshima Mon Amour
• Little Fish
• Us and Them
• The Lovers on the Bridge
• All the Real Girls
• Love at Sea
• 2/Duo
• Sa
• Marriage Story
• The Worst Person in the World

...plus 10 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

i hope all of you looking for love find it, and the ones who aren't may it find you.

choose a film, and decide a mood!

• Antoine and Colette
• April Story
• Portrait of a Young Girl at the End of the 60s in Brussels
• Punch-Drunk Love
• Roman Holiday
• Something Wild
• About Time
• All the Real Girls
• The Docks of New York
• Love at Sea

...plus 6 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

she is gonna have her mind blown

• Se7en
• Incendies
• Shutter Island
• The Departed
• I Saw the Devil
• Oldboy
• The Shining
• Fight Club
• The Handmaiden
• The Killing of a Sacred Deer

...plus 146 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

this made me smile throughout but then why does it hurt so much

• All About Lily Chou-Chou
• Little Miss Sunshine
• Love Letter
• Taste of Cherry
• Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
• A Moment of Innocence
• Into the Wild
• Magnolia
• The Truman Show
• A Silent Voice: The Movie

...plus 143 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

was a private unorganised list(still is), and is in no way accurate(just smth i did for myself) but putting it out there for zawg

• Blue Velvet
• Meshes of the Afternoon
• Double Indemnity
• Laura
• Out of the Past
• Sunset Boulevard
• The Elephant Man
• The Vanishing
• Wild at Heart
• Experiment in Terror

...plus 3 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

• Close-Up
• In the Mood for Love
• Pyaasa
• Sa
• October
• The Lunchbox
• The Namesake
• O Kadhal Kanmani
• Solo
• Submarine

...plus 33 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

my first was when i was six

• Student Of The Year
• Jab Tak Hai Jaan
• Besharam
• Jhola
• Kick
• Roy
• Dilwale
• Ice Age: Collision Course
• Chhakka Panja
• Bāhubali 2: The Conclusion

...plus 100 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

based on sentiments of my own

1. Nayakan
2. Iruvar
3. Mouna Raagam
4. Alaipayuthey
5. Geethanjali
6. O Kadhal Kanmani
7. Dil Se..
8. Bombay
9. Guru
10. Kannathil Muthamittal

...plus 7 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

man i'm in my depressed era and every thing i see makes me realise how i am so confused between wanting to die and not wanting to live. please recommend me films that idk maybe made you feel like all of this is worth something.

• Barfi!
• Doraemon: Nobita and the Steel Troops
• Dil Hai Ke Manta Nahin
• Aaja Nachle

i mean i guess it'd be real fun to watch them as trilogies also suggestions are very much needed hehe

• Oldboy
• Incendies
• Iratta
• Drive
• Nightcrawler
• Baby Driver
• GoodFellas
• Casino
• The Irishman
• Chungking Express

...plus 26 more. View the full list on Letterboxd.

i loved every single film. they resonate with me on a deeper level. this is just about which one connected to me more strongly and the differences are very minimal.

1. Magnolia
2. The Master
3. There Will Be Blood
4. Phantom Thread
5. Inherent Vice
6. Punch-Drunk Love
7. Licorice Pizza
8. Boogie Nights
9. Hard Eight